i need to tell you a few things

i closed my eyes on the train for a long time

and i swear to you, they were serenading me

me and only me

i cannot tell you how surreal this felt

i can only try

usually i let my insecurities get the best of me 

but i'm telling you, this was not the case

i was on the beach dancing 

twirling

freeing myself of everything unimportant in life

my hair was longer and curled 

the way it was when i was little

oooooohhwhooooaohhhh ahhhh aaahhhh ohhhh whoooaaa

and the trumpet sings

i want to breathe life into what i create

these are the times i feel most alive

when i'm on the verge of a breakthrough

everything comes together in my head 

i can tell you this is the best cup of coffee i've had in a while

there isn't more i can express without tearing my words apart

so i'll just let this go